Monday, July 30, 2007

Repeating the mistakes of the past - or the fear thereof

I have an admirer. He phones me daily, he emails me, he Gtalks me - and sometimes I just want it to stop. I just want to be able to not have to explain where I've been or what I've been doing or why I won't be online tonight. I don't want to have to explain that I'm not in a good mood either and that it's not because I have pms - it's just because.

I know that I sound selfish. I really don't care. I'm not involved and I seriously cannot be expected to act as if I'm involved.

I have done this before where I've just given in to a guy that came on too strong and ended up dating him for 3 years. 3 miserable years. I'm not doing it again.

1 comment:

Yoke said...

I know exactly what you mean Susann, I have that permanently with a guy who just can't leave me alone, and who you in the end need to treat like a stalker and say no you can't see me and never to spend time with them alone at your home-its terrible. Yoke